Since the last time i posted ther have been ups and downs in my relationship with i-lein... she asked her ex if he still loves her at 30 July 2007 by sms... that really hurt me, whats the point of asking anyways, when she is already with me?
anyways I couldn't get over that at all...
I tried my best though...seems more positive recently, but i don't think i can put in too much hope yet... you'll never know
just last weekend I organized an RX-8 meetup and convoy to dinner everything seems quite well.... we should be doing this more often...
Pics are as below:
There were 5 cars
Member who attended
Myself (Black)
Eric Poh (Velocity Red)
Eric Cheong (soon to be White)
Hanker (White)
Lip Horng (Mica Blue)
Kheng (Silver)
with another 3 missing...
either way it was fun :)
we convoyed from the highway opposite E-gate and end up in Autocity... had our dinner at rocksbury which the food was not really good. but it was the company that counts. Lai dropped by later on.
when we adjourned the meeting I met up with Anthony, Yeoh, Nicholas, Dennis and Lai at Beds had some whiskey... it was good since we haven't been out together since god knows when.
either way this holiday was good and productive
PS: i finished the website i'm suppose to complete for my dad so that is a PLUS :)
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Today is Really a relaxing day
Today morning I woke up to go to church.
What I've Lerned...
" If you have been Saved before, That means you have already been Saved"
after church I picked up I-lein we went to lunch in Farlim and we went to get some medcines for my tortoise and got a replacement tortoise... the new one was extermely active...
After that it was afternoon nap till dinner time. and snacks after dinner we bought cheezels and rootbeer...
she is looking now at LV bags online while I am writing my blog here right now.
Still don't really feel good about what happened yesterday... but i guess everyone is different... not everyone is as passionate as i am
What I've Lerned...
" If you have been Saved before, That means you have already been Saved"
after church I picked up I-lein we went to lunch in Farlim and we went to get some medcines for my tortoise and got a replacement tortoise... the new one was extermely active...
After that it was afternoon nap till dinner time. and snacks after dinner we bought cheezels and rootbeer...
she is looking now at LV bags online while I am writing my blog here right now.
Still don't really feel good about what happened yesterday... but i guess everyone is different... not everyone is as passionate as i am
postings for sat
08-09-2007
Today marks the official 3 months I have been with I-lein. To be frank, she forgotten that we have already been together for 3 months... thats hurts me a lot... anyways, we went our for dinner and movie, was suppose to eat at Dragon-i but due to the que and time constraints, we skipped that instead we went to Wong Kok, food there sucks...
After a disgusting dinner we wentto watch "The Invasion"... its all about some alein cells dissufing the human genetic and dna code... not bad though
We went to have sup Kambing aftr the movie as i was hungry. On the way there we met Aaron in his brand spanking new RX-8 whch is also black. I-lein Called them up and asked if he and his friend would like to join us. They did so we cruise to Sup Hamid, I-lein and I shared a bowl of soup. It was a mixture of Lamb and bull's penis... YUCKS... she loved it anyways. After that we went home.
I was not at all happy... It still seems like she does not appreciate me
Today marks the official 3 months I have been with I-lein. To be frank, she forgotten that we have already been together for 3 months... thats hurts me a lot... anyways, we went our for dinner and movie, was suppose to eat at Dragon-i but due to the que and time constraints, we skipped that instead we went to Wong Kok, food there sucks...
After a disgusting dinner we wentto watch "The Invasion"... its all about some alein cells dissufing the human genetic and dna code... not bad though
We went to have sup Kambing aftr the movie as i was hungry. On the way there we met Aaron in his brand spanking new RX-8 whch is also black. I-lein Called them up and asked if he and his friend would like to join us. They did so we cruise to Sup Hamid, I-lein and I shared a bowl of soup. It was a mixture of Lamb and bull's penis... YUCKS... she loved it anyways. After that we went home.
I was not at all happy... It still seems like she does not appreciate me
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
A bad way to start a day.........
4th september 2007
8:37am
After I left hotel malaysia after fixing their webex probrem I stopped by jelotong to buy breakfast.
I bought Wan tan mee 2 of them one for I-lein and one for myself...
She doesn't seem grateful of it at all... I really wonder if I am appreciated at all... If someone would mind if their bf bought breakfast for them...
This relationship that I thought would be good might go bad...
Time would tell...
I hope it goes the way I want to... which I hoped this would be my last gf...
I'm so tired of enduring such way of loving someone...
I understand that Love needs patience and sacrifice... but this is nearing my limit... it hurts so much
8:37am
After I left hotel malaysia after fixing their webex probrem I stopped by jelotong to buy breakfast.
I bought Wan tan mee 2 of them one for I-lein and one for myself...
She doesn't seem grateful of it at all... I really wonder if I am appreciated at all... If someone would mind if their bf bought breakfast for them...
This relationship that I thought would be good might go bad...
Time would tell...
I hope it goes the way I want to... which I hoped this would be my last gf...
I'm so tired of enduring such way of loving someone...
I understand that Love needs patience and sacrifice... but this is nearing my limit... it hurts so much
Hurt again and again........
1st September 2007
It has been almost 3 months that I-lein and myself have been together ...
We came to Cameron highlands for a weekend retreat ...
After all these months, and this whole week of suffering I provoked I-Lein…
She finally told me about her past relationship with my partner, She was lying to me all the while... Now this relationship is not what I thought so that simple
I really don't Know about what is true anymore, my life and my heart just Shatterd away...
now she tells me she loves me is it the truth or I am being conned again... I have had So many previous Bad relationships that I myself is so afraid to love someone anymore...
Why is the world so unfair to me?
She is sleeping soundly, while I am just sitting down at the sofa... Writing this on my pda... I will post this up in my blog as I will remember this for life.
I am so tired of being hurt again and again...
anyhow there are some pics we took while we were there....
It has been almost 3 months that I-lein and myself have been together ...
We came to Cameron highlands for a weekend retreat ...
After all these months, and this whole week of suffering I provoked I-Lein…
She finally told me about her past relationship with my partner, She was lying to me all the while... Now this relationship is not what I thought so that simple
I really don't Know about what is true anymore, my life and my heart just Shatterd away...
now she tells me she loves me is it the truth or I am being conned again... I have had So many previous Bad relationships that I myself is so afraid to love someone anymore...
Why is the world so unfair to me?
She is sleeping soundly, while I am just sitting down at the sofa... Writing this on my pda... I will post this up in my blog as I will remember this for life.
I am so tired of being hurt again and again...
anyhow there are some pics we took while we were there....
Sunday, August 12, 2007
This Sunday.......Not a Rest Day infact
Today I got up at 8am changed and rushed to church...
I haven't been to Church for the past month... felt guilty therefore I have to be there Today.
Today ta Church I learnt about Christians that are Swerving away from Church due to nowadays on the TV and Internet live broadcast of Sunday service is preventing Christians to attend church. The pastor use the metaphor of cole burning... Cole burning together will only get hotter and hotter but when a Singular cole piece is taken out of the group and left along it will turn to ash. what a nice way to tell you how Christianity nowadays is like...
After Church 10:30am I went to Loh Si ( the Loh Association of Malaysia) I'm one of the committee member there in the youth group. The youth group is planning on celebrating its 25th anniversary on the 31st of August in conjunction with the Malaysian Independence day. I was made Head of the program for that event. Seems like I have a hell lot of jobs infront of me plus I'm leaving to Cameron Highlands with my Love for a weekend getaway the next day(01.09.2007). I'm gonna be freaking tired that day. I took back hundreds of the old hotos from all the activities from Loh Si to scan to that I could Make a video Slide show of the all the events that happened during the last 25 years ( all in total 536 pic...gosh!) Anyhoo... the meeting lasted till 4pm ( i know it takes forever)
I went and met Ashley My Ex from Australia who just Gave birth to her new born 6.11 pounds 1 month old baby girl @ coffeebean. This came as a shock to me, I was speechless! She is a single mum!!! hmmm never thought that would ever happen to her though....anyways we talked about what she is going to do with her life...and for the time being... nothing! She asked about my current gf and I told her I really do Love I-Lein a lot and we were getting on just fine. we talked about business what is there possible to do in Malaysia's current state of economy and we both agreed on F+B. We talked about getting Franchises from Australia to Malaysia, though I think it would be Expensive and not feasible unless I have extra cash to spare. (at the moment... NO!!!)
After leaving at around 7pm... Went to Gadget Zone to get Lai's Wireless Access point and wireless PCI adapter.( the Access point is not available) Bummer this has been my 3rd Trip here and they still don't have it.
When I got home itwas almost 8pm man 12hrs nonstop today(it's worst then working) Chuan Heng was nearby and he drop by we catched up abit. My parents cameback shortly after I ate dinner and Chuan Heng Left shortly after that. And I am here now writting my blog while waiting for my sweetie to call me after her drinking session at the ZON in Johor's FTZ. I missed my I-Lein. sobs~~~ haven't seen her in 3 days, it Seems like 3 years.
I haven't been to Church for the past month... felt guilty therefore I have to be there Today.
Today ta Church I learnt about Christians that are Swerving away from Church due to nowadays on the TV and Internet live broadcast of Sunday service is preventing Christians to attend church. The pastor use the metaphor of cole burning... Cole burning together will only get hotter and hotter but when a Singular cole piece is taken out of the group and left along it will turn to ash. what a nice way to tell you how Christianity nowadays is like...
After Church 10:30am I went to Loh Si ( the Loh Association of Malaysia) I'm one of the committee member there in the youth group. The youth group is planning on celebrating its 25th anniversary on the 31st of August in conjunction with the Malaysian Independence day. I was made Head of the program for that event. Seems like I have a hell lot of jobs infront of me plus I'm leaving to Cameron Highlands with my Love for a weekend getaway the next day(01.09.2007). I'm gonna be freaking tired that day. I took back hundreds of the old hotos from all the activities from Loh Si to scan to that I could Make a video Slide show of the all the events that happened during the last 25 years ( all in total 536 pic...gosh!) Anyhoo... the meeting lasted till 4pm ( i know it takes forever)
I went and met Ashley My Ex from Australia who just Gave birth to her new born 6.11 pounds 1 month old baby girl @ coffeebean. This came as a shock to me, I was speechless! She is a single mum!!! hmmm never thought that would ever happen to her though....anyways we talked about what she is going to do with her life...and for the time being... nothing! She asked about my current gf and I told her I really do Love I-Lein a lot and we were getting on just fine. we talked about business what is there possible to do in Malaysia's current state of economy and we both agreed on F+B. We talked about getting Franchises from Australia to Malaysia, though I think it would be Expensive and not feasible unless I have extra cash to spare. (at the moment... NO!!!)
After leaving at around 7pm... Went to Gadget Zone to get Lai's Wireless Access point and wireless PCI adapter.( the Access point is not available) Bummer this has been my 3rd Trip here and they still don't have it.
When I got home itwas almost 8pm man 12hrs nonstop today(it's worst then working) Chuan Heng was nearby and he drop by we catched up abit. My parents cameback shortly after I ate dinner and Chuan Heng Left shortly after that. And I am here now writting my blog while waiting for my sweetie to call me after her drinking session at the ZON in Johor's FTZ. I missed my I-Lein. sobs~~~ haven't seen her in 3 days, it Seems like 3 years.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
I've finally Founds someone to share my Joy with....
It has been months until I met or should I say remet My current girlfriend - Lim I-Lein...
She used to be my old crush before I left to Auckland for studies, we'd been talking on the phone everyday when we were in secondary school and during the good old Mirc days....back then my nickname was still the same boony and hers was chihuahua ( don't ask me why, but I liked it)
Anyhow, during my broke up period with Eva, I've been talking to a lot of friends and I sincerely thank them for being there for me when I needed someone.... I-Lein was no exception, to be frank she really did accompany me through all this though I never told her, but I gues she would have known.
As the time I-Lein and I spent together become more and more, the old feelings came back( I guess)... but I grew to love her, she is such a nice person who really do take care of the ones around her even if they are just normal friends( downside is that some people would take advantage of it). The most important thing is that I know she cares about my feelings and she is not really the materialistic girl that I despise.
I am falling into another relationship again.... :) based on what I see at the moment she is someone that I would keep for the rest of my life. The feeling actually started when she left to Sydney on her company Trip for an exhibition. She called... that was what I needed to be sure if she liked me.... we talked and talked message each other like love birds. and that was all good!!! After she came back from Sydney, we went out even more often then before and finally we were holding hands and kissing like what other couples do ( wait a minute, we are already a couple :) lol ) This happened @ 08.06.2007 I'm officially taken... and I LOVE IT
After a month later together with her, I left to Australia, for a 3 week holiday ( or should i say helping my coz move while having a holiday). Same routine talked to her everyday and I still can't get enough of it.
I revisited all the places that I used to hang out while studying there.... food food food... I guess thats why I gained 6kgs when I came back to Malaysia LOL.
After I came back I introduced I-Lein to my family and we had numerous dinner... I-Lein has been hanging out with me almost everyday and she is always in my house as well.... I'm still hoping to meet her mum and bro as It would show how trustworthy am I to her to let her bring me back home.
Pictures of the Australian Trip and Dinner photos are as below... ah... yes... I got myself a new camera as well :) Canon IXUS 70...
My Great Journey the Land of Under!
Dinner on Dad and Grandma's B'day
my couzin - Kin's B'day
A regular Dinner Grandma, Mum&Dad, Aunts and Cousins
I-Lein and Me :)
She used to be my old crush before I left to Auckland for studies, we'd been talking on the phone everyday when we were in secondary school and during the good old Mirc days....back then my nickname was still the same boony and hers was chihuahua ( don't ask me why, but I liked it)
Anyhow, during my broke up period with Eva, I've been talking to a lot of friends and I sincerely thank them for being there for me when I needed someone.... I-Lein was no exception, to be frank she really did accompany me through all this though I never told her, but I gues she would have known.
As the time I-Lein and I spent together become more and more, the old feelings came back( I guess)... but I grew to love her, she is such a nice person who really do take care of the ones around her even if they are just normal friends( downside is that some people would take advantage of it). The most important thing is that I know she cares about my feelings and she is not really the materialistic girl that I despise.
I am falling into another relationship again.... :) based on what I see at the moment she is someone that I would keep for the rest of my life. The feeling actually started when she left to Sydney on her company Trip for an exhibition. She called... that was what I needed to be sure if she liked me.... we talked and talked message each other like love birds. and that was all good!!! After she came back from Sydney, we went out even more often then before and finally we were holding hands and kissing like what other couples do ( wait a minute, we are already a couple :) lol ) This happened @ 08.06.2007 I'm officially taken... and I LOVE IT
After a month later together with her, I left to Australia, for a 3 week holiday ( or should i say helping my coz move while having a holiday). Same routine talked to her everyday and I still can't get enough of it.
I revisited all the places that I used to hang out while studying there.... food food food... I guess thats why I gained 6kgs when I came back to Malaysia LOL.
After I came back I introduced I-Lein to my family and we had numerous dinner... I-Lein has been hanging out with me almost everyday and she is always in my house as well.... I'm still hoping to meet her mum and bro as It would show how trustworthy am I to her to let her bring me back home.
Pictures of the Australian Trip and Dinner photos are as below... ah... yes... I got myself a new camera as well :) Canon IXUS 70...
My Great Journey the Land of Under!
Dinner on Dad and Grandma's B'day
my couzin - Kin's B'day
A regular Dinner Grandma, Mum&Dad, Aunts and Cousins
I-Lein and Me :)
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