Since the last time i posted ther have been ups and downs in my relationship with i-lein... she asked her ex if he still loves her at 30 July 2007 by sms... that really hurt me, whats the point of asking anyways, when she is already with me?
anyways I couldn't get over that at all...
I tried my best though...seems more positive recently, but i don't think i can put in too much hope yet... you'll never know
just last weekend I organized an RX-8 meetup and convoy to dinner everything seems quite well.... we should be doing this more often...
Pics are as below:
There were 5 cars
Member who attended
Myself (Black)
Eric Poh (Velocity Red)
Eric Cheong (soon to be White)
Hanker (White)
Lip Horng (Mica Blue)
Kheng (Silver)
with another 3 missing...
either way it was fun :)
we convoyed from the highway opposite E-gate and end up in Autocity... had our dinner at rocksbury which the food was not really good. but it was the company that counts. Lai dropped by later on.
when we adjourned the meeting I met up with Anthony, Yeoh, Nicholas, Dennis and Lai at Beds had some whiskey... it was good since we haven't been out together since god knows when.
either way this holiday was good and productive
PS: i finished the website i'm suppose to complete for my dad so that is a PLUS :)
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Today is Really a relaxing day
Today morning I woke up to go to church.
What I've Lerned...
" If you have been Saved before, That means you have already been Saved"
after church I picked up I-lein we went to lunch in Farlim and we went to get some medcines for my tortoise and got a replacement tortoise... the new one was extermely active...
After that it was afternoon nap till dinner time. and snacks after dinner we bought cheezels and rootbeer...
she is looking now at LV bags online while I am writing my blog here right now.
Still don't really feel good about what happened yesterday... but i guess everyone is different... not everyone is as passionate as i am
What I've Lerned...
" If you have been Saved before, That means you have already been Saved"
after church I picked up I-lein we went to lunch in Farlim and we went to get some medcines for my tortoise and got a replacement tortoise... the new one was extermely active...
After that it was afternoon nap till dinner time. and snacks after dinner we bought cheezels and rootbeer...
she is looking now at LV bags online while I am writing my blog here right now.
Still don't really feel good about what happened yesterday... but i guess everyone is different... not everyone is as passionate as i am
postings for sat
08-09-2007
Today marks the official 3 months I have been with I-lein. To be frank, she forgotten that we have already been together for 3 months... thats hurts me a lot... anyways, we went our for dinner and movie, was suppose to eat at Dragon-i but due to the que and time constraints, we skipped that instead we went to Wong Kok, food there sucks...
After a disgusting dinner we wentto watch "The Invasion"... its all about some alein cells dissufing the human genetic and dna code... not bad though
We went to have sup Kambing aftr the movie as i was hungry. On the way there we met Aaron in his brand spanking new RX-8 whch is also black. I-lein Called them up and asked if he and his friend would like to join us. They did so we cruise to Sup Hamid, I-lein and I shared a bowl of soup. It was a mixture of Lamb and bull's penis... YUCKS... she loved it anyways. After that we went home.
I was not at all happy... It still seems like she does not appreciate me
Today marks the official 3 months I have been with I-lein. To be frank, she forgotten that we have already been together for 3 months... thats hurts me a lot... anyways, we went our for dinner and movie, was suppose to eat at Dragon-i but due to the que and time constraints, we skipped that instead we went to Wong Kok, food there sucks...
After a disgusting dinner we wentto watch "The Invasion"... its all about some alein cells dissufing the human genetic and dna code... not bad though
We went to have sup Kambing aftr the movie as i was hungry. On the way there we met Aaron in his brand spanking new RX-8 whch is also black. I-lein Called them up and asked if he and his friend would like to join us. They did so we cruise to Sup Hamid, I-lein and I shared a bowl of soup. It was a mixture of Lamb and bull's penis... YUCKS... she loved it anyways. After that we went home.
I was not at all happy... It still seems like she does not appreciate me
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
A bad way to start a day.........
4th september 2007
8:37am
After I left hotel malaysia after fixing their webex probrem I stopped by jelotong to buy breakfast.
I bought Wan tan mee 2 of them one for I-lein and one for myself...
She doesn't seem grateful of it at all... I really wonder if I am appreciated at all... If someone would mind if their bf bought breakfast for them...
This relationship that I thought would be good might go bad...
Time would tell...
I hope it goes the way I want to... which I hoped this would be my last gf...
I'm so tired of enduring such way of loving someone...
I understand that Love needs patience and sacrifice... but this is nearing my limit... it hurts so much
8:37am
After I left hotel malaysia after fixing their webex probrem I stopped by jelotong to buy breakfast.
I bought Wan tan mee 2 of them one for I-lein and one for myself...
She doesn't seem grateful of it at all... I really wonder if I am appreciated at all... If someone would mind if their bf bought breakfast for them...
This relationship that I thought would be good might go bad...
Time would tell...
I hope it goes the way I want to... which I hoped this would be my last gf...
I'm so tired of enduring such way of loving someone...
I understand that Love needs patience and sacrifice... but this is nearing my limit... it hurts so much
Hurt again and again........
1st September 2007
It has been almost 3 months that I-lein and myself have been together ...
We came to Cameron highlands for a weekend retreat ...
After all these months, and this whole week of suffering I provoked I-Lein…
She finally told me about her past relationship with my partner, She was lying to me all the while... Now this relationship is not what I thought so that simple
I really don't Know about what is true anymore, my life and my heart just Shatterd away...
now she tells me she loves me is it the truth or I am being conned again... I have had So many previous Bad relationships that I myself is so afraid to love someone anymore...
Why is the world so unfair to me?
She is sleeping soundly, while I am just sitting down at the sofa... Writing this on my pda... I will post this up in my blog as I will remember this for life.
I am so tired of being hurt again and again...
anyhow there are some pics we took while we were there....
It has been almost 3 months that I-lein and myself have been together ...
We came to Cameron highlands for a weekend retreat ...
After all these months, and this whole week of suffering I provoked I-Lein…
She finally told me about her past relationship with my partner, She was lying to me all the while... Now this relationship is not what I thought so that simple
I really don't Know about what is true anymore, my life and my heart just Shatterd away...
now she tells me she loves me is it the truth or I am being conned again... I have had So many previous Bad relationships that I myself is so afraid to love someone anymore...
Why is the world so unfair to me?
She is sleeping soundly, while I am just sitting down at the sofa... Writing this on my pda... I will post this up in my blog as I will remember this for life.
I am so tired of being hurt again and again...
anyhow there are some pics we took while we were there....
Sunday, August 12, 2007
This Sunday.......Not a Rest Day infact
Today I got up at 8am changed and rushed to church...
I haven't been to Church for the past month... felt guilty therefore I have to be there Today.
Today ta Church I learnt about Christians that are Swerving away from Church due to nowadays on the TV and Internet live broadcast of Sunday service is preventing Christians to attend church. The pastor use the metaphor of cole burning... Cole burning together will only get hotter and hotter but when a Singular cole piece is taken out of the group and left along it will turn to ash. what a nice way to tell you how Christianity nowadays is like...
After Church 10:30am I went to Loh Si ( the Loh Association of Malaysia) I'm one of the committee member there in the youth group. The youth group is planning on celebrating its 25th anniversary on the 31st of August in conjunction with the Malaysian Independence day. I was made Head of the program for that event. Seems like I have a hell lot of jobs infront of me plus I'm leaving to Cameron Highlands with my Love for a weekend getaway the next day(01.09.2007). I'm gonna be freaking tired that day. I took back hundreds of the old hotos from all the activities from Loh Si to scan to that I could Make a video Slide show of the all the events that happened during the last 25 years ( all in total 536 pic...gosh!) Anyhoo... the meeting lasted till 4pm ( i know it takes forever)
I went and met Ashley My Ex from Australia who just Gave birth to her new born 6.11 pounds 1 month old baby girl @ coffeebean. This came as a shock to me, I was speechless! She is a single mum!!! hmmm never thought that would ever happen to her though....anyways we talked about what she is going to do with her life...and for the time being... nothing! She asked about my current gf and I told her I really do Love I-Lein a lot and we were getting on just fine. we talked about business what is there possible to do in Malaysia's current state of economy and we both agreed on F+B. We talked about getting Franchises from Australia to Malaysia, though I think it would be Expensive and not feasible unless I have extra cash to spare. (at the moment... NO!!!)
After leaving at around 7pm... Went to Gadget Zone to get Lai's Wireless Access point and wireless PCI adapter.( the Access point is not available) Bummer this has been my 3rd Trip here and they still don't have it.
When I got home itwas almost 8pm man 12hrs nonstop today(it's worst then working) Chuan Heng was nearby and he drop by we catched up abit. My parents cameback shortly after I ate dinner and Chuan Heng Left shortly after that. And I am here now writting my blog while waiting for my sweetie to call me after her drinking session at the ZON in Johor's FTZ. I missed my I-Lein. sobs~~~ haven't seen her in 3 days, it Seems like 3 years.
I haven't been to Church for the past month... felt guilty therefore I have to be there Today.
Today ta Church I learnt about Christians that are Swerving away from Church due to nowadays on the TV and Internet live broadcast of Sunday service is preventing Christians to attend church. The pastor use the metaphor of cole burning... Cole burning together will only get hotter and hotter but when a Singular cole piece is taken out of the group and left along it will turn to ash. what a nice way to tell you how Christianity nowadays is like...
After Church 10:30am I went to Loh Si ( the Loh Association of Malaysia) I'm one of the committee member there in the youth group. The youth group is planning on celebrating its 25th anniversary on the 31st of August in conjunction with the Malaysian Independence day. I was made Head of the program for that event. Seems like I have a hell lot of jobs infront of me plus I'm leaving to Cameron Highlands with my Love for a weekend getaway the next day(01.09.2007). I'm gonna be freaking tired that day. I took back hundreds of the old hotos from all the activities from Loh Si to scan to that I could Make a video Slide show of the all the events that happened during the last 25 years ( all in total 536 pic...gosh!) Anyhoo... the meeting lasted till 4pm ( i know it takes forever)
I went and met Ashley My Ex from Australia who just Gave birth to her new born 6.11 pounds 1 month old baby girl @ coffeebean. This came as a shock to me, I was speechless! She is a single mum!!! hmmm never thought that would ever happen to her though....anyways we talked about what she is going to do with her life...and for the time being... nothing! She asked about my current gf and I told her I really do Love I-Lein a lot and we were getting on just fine. we talked about business what is there possible to do in Malaysia's current state of economy and we both agreed on F+B. We talked about getting Franchises from Australia to Malaysia, though I think it would be Expensive and not feasible unless I have extra cash to spare. (at the moment... NO!!!)
After leaving at around 7pm... Went to Gadget Zone to get Lai's Wireless Access point and wireless PCI adapter.( the Access point is not available) Bummer this has been my 3rd Trip here and they still don't have it.
When I got home itwas almost 8pm man 12hrs nonstop today(it's worst then working) Chuan Heng was nearby and he drop by we catched up abit. My parents cameback shortly after I ate dinner and Chuan Heng Left shortly after that. And I am here now writting my blog while waiting for my sweetie to call me after her drinking session at the ZON in Johor's FTZ. I missed my I-Lein. sobs~~~ haven't seen her in 3 days, it Seems like 3 years.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
I've finally Founds someone to share my Joy with....
It has been months until I met or should I say remet My current girlfriend - Lim I-Lein...
She used to be my old crush before I left to Auckland for studies, we'd been talking on the phone everyday when we were in secondary school and during the good old Mirc days....back then my nickname was still the same boony and hers was chihuahua ( don't ask me why, but I liked it)
Anyhow, during my broke up period with Eva, I've been talking to a lot of friends and I sincerely thank them for being there for me when I needed someone.... I-Lein was no exception, to be frank she really did accompany me through all this though I never told her, but I gues she would have known.
As the time I-Lein and I spent together become more and more, the old feelings came back( I guess)... but I grew to love her, she is such a nice person who really do take care of the ones around her even if they are just normal friends( downside is that some people would take advantage of it). The most important thing is that I know she cares about my feelings and she is not really the materialistic girl that I despise.
I am falling into another relationship again.... :) based on what I see at the moment she is someone that I would keep for the rest of my life. The feeling actually started when she left to Sydney on her company Trip for an exhibition. She called... that was what I needed to be sure if she liked me.... we talked and talked message each other like love birds. and that was all good!!! After she came back from Sydney, we went out even more often then before and finally we were holding hands and kissing like what other couples do ( wait a minute, we are already a couple :) lol ) This happened @ 08.06.2007 I'm officially taken... and I LOVE IT
After a month later together with her, I left to Australia, for a 3 week holiday ( or should i say helping my coz move while having a holiday). Same routine talked to her everyday and I still can't get enough of it.
I revisited all the places that I used to hang out while studying there.... food food food... I guess thats why I gained 6kgs when I came back to Malaysia LOL.
After I came back I introduced I-Lein to my family and we had numerous dinner... I-Lein has been hanging out with me almost everyday and she is always in my house as well.... I'm still hoping to meet her mum and bro as It would show how trustworthy am I to her to let her bring me back home.
Pictures of the Australian Trip and Dinner photos are as below... ah... yes... I got myself a new camera as well :) Canon IXUS 70...
My Great Journey the Land of Under!
Dinner on Dad and Grandma's B'day
my couzin - Kin's B'day
A regular Dinner Grandma, Mum&Dad, Aunts and Cousins
I-Lein and Me :)
She used to be my old crush before I left to Auckland for studies, we'd been talking on the phone everyday when we were in secondary school and during the good old Mirc days....back then my nickname was still the same boony and hers was chihuahua ( don't ask me why, but I liked it)
Anyhow, during my broke up period with Eva, I've been talking to a lot of friends and I sincerely thank them for being there for me when I needed someone.... I-Lein was no exception, to be frank she really did accompany me through all this though I never told her, but I gues she would have known.
As the time I-Lein and I spent together become more and more, the old feelings came back( I guess)... but I grew to love her, she is such a nice person who really do take care of the ones around her even if they are just normal friends( downside is that some people would take advantage of it). The most important thing is that I know she cares about my feelings and she is not really the materialistic girl that I despise.
I am falling into another relationship again.... :) based on what I see at the moment she is someone that I would keep for the rest of my life. The feeling actually started when she left to Sydney on her company Trip for an exhibition. She called... that was what I needed to be sure if she liked me.... we talked and talked message each other like love birds. and that was all good!!! After she came back from Sydney, we went out even more often then before and finally we were holding hands and kissing like what other couples do ( wait a minute, we are already a couple :) lol ) This happened @ 08.06.2007 I'm officially taken... and I LOVE IT
After a month later together with her, I left to Australia, for a 3 week holiday ( or should i say helping my coz move while having a holiday). Same routine talked to her everyday and I still can't get enough of it.
I revisited all the places that I used to hang out while studying there.... food food food... I guess thats why I gained 6kgs when I came back to Malaysia LOL.
After I came back I introduced I-Lein to my family and we had numerous dinner... I-Lein has been hanging out with me almost everyday and she is always in my house as well.... I'm still hoping to meet her mum and bro as It would show how trustworthy am I to her to let her bring me back home.
Pictures of the Australian Trip and Dinner photos are as below... ah... yes... I got myself a new camera as well :) Canon IXUS 70...
My Great Journey the Land of Under!
Dinner on Dad and Grandma's B'day
my couzin - Kin's B'day
A regular Dinner Grandma, Mum&Dad, Aunts and Cousins
I-Lein and Me :)
Monday, April 16, 2007
I'm having Fun!!!
There was a Wedding dinner on last Saturday, but I skipped it... went to have dinner with Zakri at the food loft... surprisingly the enviroment is not bad for a restaurant in a shopping complex.
we went for old town for our 3pm Branch.... and again to beds again.... crazy friends with crazy night.... thats what i call Bros
After that is Party all the way.....
I met Eva while I was on the phone looking for Looi's Friend - Jennifer outside...
I sat with Eva and her friend in front of babylon, she hasn't changed.... and I now knew that I'm really beggining to let her off... though uncomfortable, I'm still feeling fine....
after that I went back into SS Met up with a whole lot of friends....
took some photos.... really enjoied myself that night
At 4:30am we left back to Looi's, looi was high.... with a tie on his head....lol zack was high too..
at 12:00pm Sunday
we went for old town for our 3pm Branch.... and again to beds again.... crazy friends with crazy night.... thats what i call Bros
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Months of despair
Me and Eva actually broke-off after 4 years of relationship, she gave up on me....
It really made me think what's this 4 years is about....
It all started when I left Australia while she is still there.... We used to talk everyday for hours....
She mixed around with new friends and I guess she was influenced slightly, during September last year (2006), started going clubbing, always ignore my calls during clubbing...I was totally ignored.... no phone calls at all for a months time, I wondered what was wrong.... Come to think of it, it must be a third party... but i never make sure this, anyhow it will not make any difference....
I started going out with another girl just to test the water, I needed to know how important am i to Eva, soon enough she found out... I was cheating on her... I felt really bad and I hurt both sides, Eva and Nicole. I guess revenge is not sweet at all....I learnt my lesson the hard way....
After that I tried a lot of way to get close to Eva again but seemingly it all failed... I even brought her to HK but i guess.....she only wanted to go to HK and not getting back with me, it makes no difference even for this trip. I guess there is someone else that is more capable than me and he can provide her much more than I can....
There was a picture that i took with Nicole( i was kissing her) Eva looked though my computer found that picture and everything got from bad to worse.... Since then she is always busy not answering my phone calls at all.... and most of the time hanging out with her "friends".... This continued on until Feb 2007 during the chinese new year when I went to meet her in Ipoh...but I came back as a failure...
Since the break up she never called me at all... that shows how much she loved me.... she only loves me for what I can give her i guess.....
All of this made clear to me that no matter what I will never be with someone who loves themselves more than me... I guess life in KL is fast, more choices and the "better" ones are always around.
Through this 6 months process of pain i guess... nothing was important to me at all.... my life was never in my control after all... my love life that i cherished so much died away with someone else, I guess I can never learn to love someone the right way....
Eva did made me realize I was too damn proud of myself, which i agree and accept...
One day I will show her I am capable to be proud!!!
I did really feel so much pain when I couldn't take it and broke up with her, she didn't even shed a tear.
I guess...you should never love a girl too damn much to let them climb over your head... that is the biggest lesson I learnt from this relationship
It really made me think what's this 4 years is about....
It all started when I left Australia while she is still there.... We used to talk everyday for hours....
She mixed around with new friends and I guess she was influenced slightly, during September last year (2006), started going clubbing, always ignore my calls during clubbing...I was totally ignored.... no phone calls at all for a months time, I wondered what was wrong.... Come to think of it, it must be a third party... but i never make sure this, anyhow it will not make any difference....
I started going out with another girl just to test the water, I needed to know how important am i to Eva, soon enough she found out... I was cheating on her... I felt really bad and I hurt both sides, Eva and Nicole. I guess revenge is not sweet at all....I learnt my lesson the hard way....
After that I tried a lot of way to get close to Eva again but seemingly it all failed... I even brought her to HK but i guess.....she only wanted to go to HK and not getting back with me, it makes no difference even for this trip. I guess there is someone else that is more capable than me and he can provide her much more than I can....
There was a picture that i took with Nicole( i was kissing her) Eva looked though my computer found that picture and everything got from bad to worse.... Since then she is always busy not answering my phone calls at all.... and most of the time hanging out with her "friends".... This continued on until Feb 2007 during the chinese new year when I went to meet her in Ipoh...but I came back as a failure...
Since the break up she never called me at all... that shows how much she loved me.... she only loves me for what I can give her i guess.....
All of this made clear to me that no matter what I will never be with someone who loves themselves more than me... I guess life in KL is fast, more choices and the "better" ones are always around.
Through this 6 months process of pain i guess... nothing was important to me at all.... my life was never in my control after all... my love life that i cherished so much died away with someone else, I guess I can never learn to love someone the right way....
Eva did made me realize I was too damn proud of myself, which i agree and accept...
One day I will show her I am capable to be proud!!!
I did really feel so much pain when I couldn't take it and broke up with her, she didn't even shed a tear.
I guess...you should never love a girl too damn much to let them climb over your head... that is the biggest lesson I learnt from this relationship
Tuesday, January 2, 2007
1. First Post
With Bad influence by WHLooi, I started my blog lol.....
This one would be on my trip to Hong Kong and Lots and Lots of Pics from the trip....
We got into HK quite late in the afternoon during 22nd December 2006..... we are off to a Christmas Holiday in HK..... yahoo!!!!!! we were all tired ass once we reached the airport... had ramen in one of japanese restaurants in the airport.
We had abalone! yummy!!!! It was such a full meal 13 courses...gosh!
After that the second morning we were off to Macau!!!
After checking in we left for the Fisherman's wharf, Amazingly it was like a mini world, romans was there.... the chinese's Forbidden City was there too....
me acting stupid
We left to this place called Dai San Pa where the famous macau gate was..... pics below
Just be fore we left back to the hotel room and some Gambling at the Casinos around.... we took a pic in the centre square of macau
This one would be on my trip to Hong Kong and Lots and Lots of Pics from the trip....
We got into HK quite late in the afternoon during 22nd December 2006..... we are off to a Christmas Holiday in HK..... yahoo!!!!!! we were all tired ass once we reached the airport... had ramen in one of japanese restaurants in the airport.
and after that we were off to our shopping spree at Times Square, Causeway Bay......dinner came not too long after the shopping....
We had abalone! yummy!!!! It was such a full meal 13 courses...gosh!
After that the second morning we were off to Macau!!!
After checking in we left for the Fisherman's wharf, Amazingly it was like a mini world, romans was there.... the chinese's Forbidden City was there too....
me acting stupid
We left to this place called Dai San Pa where the famous macau gate was..... pics below
Just be fore we left back to the hotel room and some Gambling at the Casinos around.... we took a pic in the centre square of macau
End of Part one... I will Write up more when i have the free time tonight....
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