Hurt again and again........

1st September 2007

It has been almost 3 months that I-lein and myself have been together ...

We came to Cameron highlands for a weekend retreat ...

After all these months, and this whole week of suffering I provoked I-Lein…
She finally told me about her past relationship with my partner, She was lying to me all the while... Now this relationship is not what I thought so that simple

I really don't Know about what is true anymore, my life and my heart just Shatterd away...

now she tells me she loves me is it the truth or I am being conned again... I have had So many previous Bad relationships that I myself is so afraid to love someone anymore...

Why is the world so unfair to me?

She is sleeping soundly, while I am just sitting down at the sofa... Writing this on my pda... I will post this up in my blog as I will remember this for life.

I am so tired of being hurt again and again...

anyhow there are some pics we took while we were there....