Sunday, September 9, 2007

Today is Really a relaxing day

Today morning I woke up to go to church.

What I've Lerned...
" If you have been Saved before, That means you have already been Saved"

after church I picked up I-lein we went to lunch in Farlim and we went to get some medcines for my tortoise and got a replacement tortoise... the new one was extermely active...

After that it was afternoon nap till dinner time. and snacks after dinner we bought cheezels and rootbeer...

she is looking now at LV bags online while I am writing my blog here right now.

Still don't really feel good about what happened yesterday... but i guess everyone is different... not everyone is as passionate as i am

postings for sat

08-09-2007

Today marks the official 3 months I have been with I-lein. To be frank, she forgotten that we have already been together for 3 months... thats hurts me a lot... anyways, we went our for dinner and movie, was suppose to eat at Dragon-i but due to the que and time constraints, we skipped that instead we went to Wong Kok, food there sucks...

After a disgusting dinner we wentto watch "The Invasion"... its all about some alein cells dissufing the human genetic and dna code... not bad though

We went to have sup Kambing aftr the movie as i was hungry. On the way there we met Aaron in his brand spanking new RX-8 whch is also black. I-lein Called them up and asked if he and his friend would like to join us. They did so we cruise to Sup Hamid, I-lein and I shared a bowl of soup. It was a mixture of Lamb and bull's penis... YUCKS... she loved it anyways. After that we went home.

I was not at all happy... It still seems like she does not appreciate me

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

A bad way to start a day.........

4th september 2007

8:37am

After I left hotel malaysia after fixing their webex probrem I stopped by jelotong to buy breakfast.

I bought Wan tan mee 2 of them one for I-lein and one for myself...
She doesn't seem grateful of it at all... I really wonder if I am appreciated at all... If someone would mind if their bf bought breakfast for them...

This relationship that I thought would be good might go bad...

Time would tell...
I hope it goes the way I want to... which I hoped this would be my last gf...
I'm so tired of enduring such way of loving someone...

I understand that Love needs patience and sacrifice... but this is nearing my limit... it hurts so much

Hurt again and again........

1st September 2007

It has been almost 3 months that I-lein and myself have been together ...

We came to Cameron highlands for a weekend retreat ...

After all these months, and this whole week of suffering I provoked I-Lein…
She finally told me about her past relationship with my partner, She was lying to me all the while... Now this relationship is not what I thought so that simple

I really don't Know about what is true anymore, my life and my heart just Shatterd away...

now she tells me she loves me is it the truth or I am being conned again... I have had So many previous Bad relationships that I myself is so afraid to love someone anymore...

Why is the world so unfair to me?

She is sleeping soundly, while I am just sitting down at the sofa... Writing this on my pda... I will post this up in my blog as I will remember this for life.

I am so tired of being hurt again and again...

anyhow there are some pics we took while we were there....